you can make me smile with a few words and sad with none

we’re so close that it’s complicated yet simple

you know how to hurt me but you also know how to love me.  and often times, even when i annoy you, you choose love

i know when you’re annoyed at me but choose not to show it.  not because you’re passive, but because you choose to show me mercy

you are the one that i love and i think you love me too.  but you’ve chosen another

people said that if we got too close, i’d be the one to get hurt

i told them that

i know when i get in too deep
i know how to pull back
i know what my limits are

i know
but i chose to ignore

because even though i hurt now, i loved every minute of our friendship and wouldn’t change this pain, sadness, and void in my heart that i feel now for anything

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